Not any better.

So I'm not feeling any better, but that's beside the point.

You know what I really hate? When people I know ruin things for me. For instance, there are certain people that I just generally dislike. So I will automatically dislike anyone else I meet that has their same name, even though I understand how irrational that is. Or, when a certain song that I hear reminds me of someone, no matter how significant their impact was on my life, and then it gets me in a mood. Sometimes it'll be a good one, if I like the person or enjoy(ed) the time I had with them. But a song just came on (there are 2 songs that can do this to me) that made me think about a certain person that I'll call Blondie. The problem is, the song doesn't make me sad as such, but it reminds me of him and how I think that our "relationship" has some unfinished business. That's not saying that I would want to go out with him even if I was single, or even remotely like him in that way. It's not like that. It's just a friend that I haven't seen in a long time and we didn't leave things in a good way the last time we spoke. I guess I just feel bad about that. You wanna know what? Fuck it. I've got more important things to worry about. Like trying to find some work to do today.